Original Date: April 21, 2011
Today was Auntie Rose’s funeral. I was not that sad today. I thought I wouldn’t cry but I did. It was okay. Oh it makes me realize how short life is. But how it’s not sad if you have God. I just hope I do have real conversion and salvation. I don’t want to be worried. I want to be sure. I want to have that peace too when I die. And it made me wonder how many people would actually go to my funeral. I would make a rule though that NO BLACK allowed! White or pastels :D HAHAHA! Visiting the burial site was kind of touching too. I don’t know. Even though I went there, I felt peace. And the graves were pretty. All of them had new flowers. But I did feel weird walking around the grass knowing that people were buried under me >< But I did feel calm that day. (:
